I think being Christian has ruined men for me. No really.

I mean all I see are dogs and beasts. The compulsion to judge those men is uncanny. You see I'm 21. I feel like I'm fairly attractive.. of course when I try to look good. And I think my body looks Good, which is where the problem stems.

My body.

U.K. Size 12, with a size enormous bum and African decent.

I can't help but be dissatisfied with the men who look at me and ravage me silently. I mean that is what they do isn't it?
Ravage me ...silently

Have you ever been looked at and feel raped?

That's how I feel nearly everyday. The problem is I'm intellectual, I have standards, I love God and I don't smile when a guy cat calls me.

Seriously though?
How does a guy follow you half way home, and proceed to tell you to smile because I'm too pretty to frown. Well I would smile, if some creep wasn't  following me home.

I don't think I know what dating is, Alas I fail to understand its concepts in the modern Era. She looks good, he looks good. So let's both look good standing next to each other ? I don't know if I ask to much, where is my Boaz, or Jacob. I don't know, it's the thought of being alone that fazes me, but if my options are those I've seen, I think being single is rather a good choice.

Alas,
Signed,
21, Single and Christian.